Life used to be white without you.
Life used to be white with you.
Life became black after you.
Now life is grey, grey but with a tint of red.
Passion, love and infatuation is pending that’s what the tint of red is.
All these things aren’t quite here yet but they will arrive.
When you probably ask?
I don’t know when life will be white again … I don’t even know where I am going , but that is the beauty of it; I’m lost, lost in my own confusion, slowly finding the missing pieces day by day.
Living life like a dream, TV taught me how to feel now real life has no appeal is one of my favourite lyrics.
Real life has no appeal; I want to be crazy and carefree I want to say ‘so what’ and ‘why not’ all the time because in the end I will only regret the things I never did.
Faces change, hearts grow colder and love becomes bitter but the memories remain forever and so every so often they flash in our minds reminding us of our journey , reminding us of those breathless moments we all dream of having , those ‘I cant speak right now’ moments , those eye shutting please keep me here forever moments. You see? , life is beautiful when you think about it and it is so easy to get caught up in the idea that you are no longer special because something ended.
Yes they are gone, but you are still here and you better put your seatbelt on because life for you is only just beginning.
Life really does go on… whether we like it or not it does not stop for you because you are having a bad day or someone didn’t reply to your text message.
My diamond soul is too precious to be caged and left to rot in misery, so I will let it free, let it run wild and take me to places I never knew existed.
There is a world out there for me, my one way ticket to happiness , it’s only for me , one ticket for one person , it’s telling me that I don’t need anyone else just me no one else.
We seek love so much that we end up losing our way on the path to find it.
To me love is simple it is black or white; there is nothing to find because love will find me.
I choose white, because life was white before you and I know life will be white after you but until then here is what I say- as cliche as it sounds I’ll Wear flowers in my hair and jump in puddles, kiss in the rain, watch my favourite film over and over again and lose myself in music , but most importantly I will do whatever the heck makes me happy. Because I am alive and that is what makes me and you special.
This world needs us, without us this world would not hold a purpose, we make it magical, we make it confusing, we make it challenging and we make it life.
So I will continue travelling at my own speed, having dreams and falling in love everywhere I go but this time it’s not with people, but with the places and things that make me feel alive.
That’s how I describe my feelings after a break up.